26 September
I want to preface this post by reiterating how incredible I feel about studying abroad. I have had the most amazing time so far and I hope that you are able to get that sense from these posts and from photos. With that said, I felt especially far away from home last night. I thought I'd share this experience with you because getting homesick is a reality of studying abroad. It doesn't negate the experience, in fact, it actually reminds me how real this journey is! I've come down with a nasty little cold and being away from home, especially when sick, increases a yearning for my grandma's delicious matzo ball soup and a doctor (my mother) on hand. I cooked dinner for my roommates and afterwards, we were just sitting around doing homework. I had trouble focusing because of an unwavering buzz about me. I felt restless and when I tried to call my parents, neither picked up, so I felt especially lost (no worries, Mom and Dad, it was better for me to solve this for myself, actually). My face was flushed and I just felt like I needed to get out of the apartment. I told my roommate that I was going on a walk and I headed out. I didn't have a destination but I just needed to feel the cool air and move around. It was around 8:00PM and I opted to walk towards the Vltava River (aka The Moldau River...piece by Smetana anyone?!) and walk away from the city center. I passed the Charles Bridge and eventually ventured into less-crowded territory. Without even realizing where I was walking, I passed the National Theater. Its golden crown was lit and the beautiful architecture literally took my breath away. I continued walking and after a few kilometers, stumbled upon Frank Gerhy's Dancing House. I didn't bring a camera on the walk in an effort to be more present (without distractions of smartphones, cameras, etc) so I don't have a photo to show you, but google it and you'll understand why the building was such a surprise to see. Even though Prague is a city steeped in history (and its architecture shows it) the very modern Dancing House fit in perfectly. The swaying facade emulates a lightness that was reflected on me and after looking at the building for some time and then turning around and watching the water of the river, I felt ready to return home. I was led home by the incredibly lit Prague Castle. It was so clear and felt so close. It was surreal to walk with the National Theater and the Castle as my street lights and when I finally arrived at my apartment, I was ready to tackle whatever would come at me next. This small, but memorable moment reminded me of how lucky I truly am to be here. It also reassured me that I am capable of rediscovering my inner-calmness by stepping back and taking some alone time. These first few weeks here have been a whirlwind, filled with new friends, new sights, and constant stimulation. I haven't had any time to step back and reflect and this little walk gave me just that. I'm off to Vienna for the weekend now with my friend DJ. Posts and pictures to come!
Czeching out,
Grace
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